Converting the infant

I wanna to get Alexander to start sleeping in his own bed. I really don't mind him sleeping in my room though. I really like the company when jeremy leaves in the morning. I just know that Alex has to learn that my bed is not his bed. I'm scared and nervous but I have to do it. I will be hard. I will try as soon as he gets over this cold. I think he has this stupid cold just because he is teething and they are really close to the gum. Well just wanted to share that little dilemma i'm having. Well goodnight, its wayyy to late to be up. I love you Mr. Alexander Orion Jenkins. You are muhhh sunshine :D:D

6 months old today

My baby boy has been alive for half a year. It is so unbelievable. I just wish the smallness would last a little longer. Well happy first six months love bug. :D I love you so much

He is beginning....

Alexander is beginning to crawl. It is almost unbelievable. I'm glad though. He is getting way to heavy for his car seat. Hopefully soon after he gets crawling down he will walk so his mommy does not have to carry him. My little guy is pretty hefty for a six month old. Well he won't be 6 months old until the 7 but hell that is on tuesday. I don't mean hefty as in his is chunky. My little one is tall. Taller than most babies his age. He is about thirty one inches long. His limbs are just so gawky. But all this makes him unique and cute. I love him so dearly.

Tomorrow...

i will start college. I am sort of nervous. This semester I have six classes. It may be a little much but, I only work two days a month. I think I can handle going to school fulltime while caring for an infant the other half of the time. I only attend class three days a week and I have two online classes. I am sure it will be difficult but I will try and perserverve through the hard times. I will keep you posted. Wish me luck!!!

Juggling scool with an infant

I wonder what this will be like. I am kind of nervous because a few days out of the week alexandet will not get to see hiss parents for a long period of time. I just don't want him to think we are abandoning him. I don't think he quite understands the situation at his young age. When he gets older he won't remember but, for right now he does for a bit and he is hard to deal with when he is upset. Also homework will be a challenge sometimes. I might want to start drinking coffee and energy drinks. Good thing school only last four months then I get a three week break. Afterwards its off to school again on or around Jan10 until march or april. There is also the options of summer classes, but I am not sure if I wanns partake in those. Well school starts on Monday so we will see how this all plays out. ahhhh....

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5 months

Its hard to believe that Alexander is already five months. It feels as if yesterday he had no head control and wasn't even smiling. Now he thinks he is a big man. He tries to pull himself up and he now makes louder noises. My how the months have flown by. He needs to stop growing so much, he already wears 6/9 month clothing because his legs are so long. Ahh I freaking love him to death. He is my world. The End