Tomorrow...

i will start college. I am sort of nervous. This semester I have six classes. It may be a little much but, I only work two days a month. I think I can handle going to school fulltime while caring for an infant the other half of the time. I only attend class three days a week and I have two online classes. I am sure it will be difficult but I will try and perserverve through the hard times. I will keep you posted. Wish me luck!!!

Juggling scool with an infant

I wonder what this will be like. I am kind of nervous because a few days out of the week alexandet will not get to see hiss parents for a long period of time. I just don't want him to think we are abandoning him. I don't think he quite understands the situation at his young age. When he gets older he won't remember but, for right now he does for a bit and he is hard to deal with when he is upset. Also homework will be a challenge sometimes. I might want to start drinking coffee and energy drinks. Good thing school only last four months then I get a three week break. Afterwards its off to school again on or around Jan10 until march or april. There is also the options of summer classes, but I am not sure if I wanns partake in those. Well school starts on Monday so we will see how this all plays out. ahhhh....

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5 months

Its hard to believe that Alexander is already five months. It feels as if yesterday he had no head control and wasn't even smiling. Now he thinks he is a big man. He tries to pull himself up and he now makes louder noises. My how the months have flown by. He needs to stop growing so much, he already wears 6/9 month clothing because his legs are so long. Ahh I freaking love him to death. He is my world. The End