In four days...

Alex will be turning nine months old. These months seemed to just fly by without any effort. My boy is becoming more of a toddler than an infant. To those who are expecting, enjoy pregnancy and new birth. The babies will not stay that way for long. I love you sooo much Alexander Orion. You are my pride and joy.

Halfway through the semester

I am halfway through my college semester. It has been an exciting journey. I has been tough dealing with the infant and school. I manange though. I just have to make sure everything is in order before I actually do something. Ahh I can't wait to finish this school year. Alexander you have changed my life. I love you so much. You are a blessing. I love you :D <333333333

In three days..

Alex will be seven months old. My the time has flown. Alexander, I love you.

-Love,
Mommy :D

Numero Dos

Tengo dos dientes ahora. Su increíble. Ahora puede masticar la comida. Un montón de papas fritas francés viene a mi manera. Amo a mi madre.

-Alexander Jenkins.

My son can type spanish. :D

Tooth-hurty :D

Alex has gotten his first tooth. It just popped through. I was beginning to wonder why he was so cranky these past few days. Ahh my liittle man is getting so big. I love you very much alexander.



Love Always,
-your mother crystal.

Converting the infant

I wanna to get Alexander to start sleeping in his own bed. I really don't mind him sleeping in my room though. I really like the company when jeremy leaves in the morning. I just know that Alex has to learn that my bed is not his bed. I'm scared and nervous but I have to do it. I will be hard. I will try as soon as he gets over this cold. I think he has this stupid cold just because he is teething and they are really close to the gum. Well just wanted to share that little dilemma i'm having. Well goodnight, its wayyy to late to be up. I love you Mr. Alexander Orion Jenkins. You are muhhh sunshine :D:D

6 months old today

My baby boy has been alive for half a year. It is so unbelievable. I just wish the smallness would last a little longer. Well happy first six months love bug. :D I love you so much

He is beginning....

Alexander is beginning to crawl. It is almost unbelievable. I'm glad though. He is getting way to heavy for his car seat. Hopefully soon after he gets crawling down he will walk so his mommy does not have to carry him. My little guy is pretty hefty for a six month old. Well he won't be 6 months old until the 7 but hell that is on tuesday. I don't mean hefty as in his is chunky. My little one is tall. Taller than most babies his age. He is about thirty one inches long. His limbs are just so gawky. But all this makes him unique and cute. I love him so dearly.

Tomorrow...

i will start college. I am sort of nervous. This semester I have six classes. It may be a little much but, I only work two days a month. I think I can handle going to school fulltime while caring for an infant the other half of the time. I only attend class three days a week and I have two online classes. I am sure it will be difficult but I will try and perserverve through the hard times. I will keep you posted. Wish me luck!!!

Juggling scool with an infant

I wonder what this will be like. I am kind of nervous because a few days out of the week alexandet will not get to see hiss parents for a long period of time. I just don't want him to think we are abandoning him. I don't think he quite understands the situation at his young age. When he gets older he won't remember but, for right now he does for a bit and he is hard to deal with when he is upset. Also homework will be a challenge sometimes. I might want to start drinking coffee and energy drinks. Good thing school only last four months then I get a three week break. Afterwards its off to school again on or around Jan10 until march or april. There is also the options of summer classes, but I am not sure if I wanns partake in those. Well school starts on Monday so we will see how this all plays out. ahhhh....

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5 months

Its hard to believe that Alexander is already five months. It feels as if yesterday he had no head control and wasn't even smiling. Now he thinks he is a big man. He tries to pull himself up and he now makes louder noises. My how the months have flown by. He needs to stop growing so much, he already wears 6/9 month clothing because his legs are so long. Ahh I freaking love him to death. He is my world. The End

I don't understand

Why some women just throw thier children away, literally. How could some woman just have a child then throw it in the dumpster. There are people out there who can't have children who desperately want them. It shouldn't matter how the child is concieved, something with a heartbeat is living. People just shouldn't act so ignorant about this situation. I'm just so pissed that this is something our society should even be worrying with. People need to educate themselves. QUIT BEING IGNORANT AMERICA! thatisall.

Happeh 4th of July, I know I'm a day late

and a dollar short. FML.
Its all good though, I had a good one even though I had to work.
It feels weird working while my LO is in the care of a close relative.
I miss him when I'm away, as do most loving parents.
I do enjoy time away though, just because it makes me miss him that much more.
I need a hobby that involves physical activity indeed.
Have a good night all :D

I addicted to:

My little man and his beautiful smile.
Everytime he does it, I just wanna kiss him.
He is the cutest thing in the world.
I do good work, oh yes, i do good work:D

July 7th

This will be the day Alex turns 4 months old.
He is getting so big. 
I can't not believe only mere months ago he was incapable of head control.
Now he is trying to sit, walk, and talk. All at once.
Its very intense.
I love my little man :D

Alexander Orion

Alexander Orion
My everything.
I didn't think I could love someone so much.
I'm proud to be his mother.
I never thought I would be mother.ever.
It's intense.
I wouldn't trade it for anything though.
I still do what has to been done, such as college.
I better myself for him, and I also do it for me.
My everything needs me to be everything I can be for him.
I love my little jellybean :D

New to everything

All the things new to me in this past year:

1. Pregnancy
2. Motherhood; A tough joy
3. Committed Relationship
4. Adulthood

Pregnancy: It was very shocking when I found out. I was one of those girls that thought pregnancy was impossible. I never thought it would happen. I figured that I should know if I was pregnant or not. At first I was really sick; actually I stayed sick until I gave birth. I didn't feel pretty at all. I never glowed. It kind of sucked.

Motherhood: I'm still very new to this. As Alexander gets older motherhood will change over time. We will have different experiences to proceed to. It will be a crazy ride, because it has been so far

Committed Relationship: Jeremy. My love. I don't love him because he inpregnated me, I love him because he completes me. Before I met Jeremy my life was a ticking time bomb. I was a horrible teenager. The smoker, the drinker, the stay out all night and partier. All the above. Yeah, I did some pretty stupid shit. I wish I could go back and change everything but can't. I love him and he loves me. We love our beautiful son Alexander.

Adulthood: I was only 17 for 4months before I got pregnant. I was still a child. There was so much more I wanted to do. I had to grow up for my family. I am an adult now. I raise my son. I pay my bills. I love my fiance/future husband. It's hard but I do it. I complain sometimes as does everyone. I get through it. I go to school so my son can have the best I can give him. It was duely needed.

The End.